SADNESS

hye evrybody
watcha doing..

well SPM just finished...semuaorang suke SPM da abis,tp aq yg sedih
kenape?
sebab lepas nie semue x same
xde lg pkai baju skola,
xde lg gosok baju skola
xdelg bsuh kasut pada ahad pagi hari
tiade lagi gelak tawa rakan didengar
tiada lagi suare guru mengajar,memarahi,berketawa,menasihat
tiada lagi buka buku untuk buat keje skola
tiada lagi tunggu uncle bas..
semuenye tiada agi
dan..
aq x mahu semuenye berakhir

kadang2 aq rse mcm..whats going on babe?im i really just finish the school..
im i dreaming?
aq xtwu knape..aq xsuke rase nie..
aq rse sayu
perit sakit menyule..semue ade..
aq rindu zaman persekolahn

menangis,begaduh,ketawe smpai kne mrh ngn cikgu
smue tuh mengajar aq
haih..boleh aq menangis x?

budak2 yg suke abis skola tuh,die xsedar ke zaman tuh xkn dpt diulang lg?
semue org mmbesar..
xkn dpt kite beptah balik..
'"segala yg berlalu kami berserah kepada Mu,demi kebesaranMu.".
doa sebelum pehimpunan ari isnin pagi

sesungguhnye aq mmg rindu skola..
aq rindu semue..semue skali..

aq xtawu mase hadapan ape yg datang,,,,tapi tnyela pade diri korang semue..

mampukah korang untuk hadapi masa hadapan..?

yang berlainan dengan korang jalani sebelum nie

bagi aq...

redha....

and follow the flow

p/s...lepas nie..wasiat untuk rakanku..

you just to perfect

assalamualaikumwarahmatullahiwabarokatuh...,,

                                            ....... hehehhehe..abaikan sebelah tuh......



adakah anda..anda anda dan anda sihat..act mcm ramai sgt nk bce blog berabok nieyh..x ramai

pon sbenanye...well today we gonna talk about "BOYS"

"eh,kaw nie asyik ckp psl laki je,lain xde keje ke?"boring ah...
kang aq cite psl pompuan
kaw ckp aq "lain mcm" so talk bout boys..

x bemakne aq ckp psl laki aq gatal keh....aq sgt jarang ckp psl lelaki
at somepoint buat aq ckp psl laki tuh maknenye
sesuatula yg aq nak cite..

well the other post,aq post psl how dissapointednye aq kan maimat sorang nie..
disappointed about how he treated me
still hard for me to forget..
until right now..
still sruggle
to find the way to forget bout him..

well nak dijadikan cite td ade teknik menjawab sejarah..then cikgu ambik video
dlm kamera die

suddenly,
cikgu tuh pegi play kat skrin besar..
semue org tgk..sgtla malu..
yg lg memalukan
that "boys" ade...
mane nak letak idung aq nie...??
malu gile weyh...
ape pndgn die..
msti die menyesal gile kenal ngn aq..
nk lg tgk aq yg sakai tuh
kat skrin depan
YA ALLAH,
malunye..
takot..sedih semue adela nk dikatekan..

then jln kaki..jln2...then teagak nk lalu dpn umah die..
aq x tawu lgsg umah die kat mne..
then my frenz told me..

OH MY ENGLISH...
rumah die tersgtla besa
cantik...
ala2 bali lg..
landskap die lawa..
umah die kemas..
kerete die
umah die
  YA ALLAH
aq rse tesgt kerdil
terlalu kerdil..

he's to perfect..
he has cute face,
white skin,
tough body,
brilliant,clever
hardworking...
everyone dreaming of la senang cite

dan buat aq terfikir..insaf...muhasabah diri aq balik yg nk digandingkan die...
mmg x sesuai..
aq terlalu byk kelemahan nk dibandingkan dgn die..
ibarat pro and kontra..
aq seda semue tuh..tp aq still x dpt nk lupekan die

haih..pelik kan...
padehal we dont have any relay..
tp hati aq still keep remember him..
aq nk lupe..lupe..lupe..tp x bole..

aq malu sgt nk tatap muke die lg...sbb aq terlalu byk kelemahan..

xmcm aishah
die lawa,
kecik,
comel
putih,
sopan,
ayu,
pandai

YA ALLAH
padan sgt tok die...
sejoli..
xde ape yg dpt dibezekan
saling melengkapi..

YA ALLAH,
BERILAH AKU KEKUATAN
UNTUK HADAPI SEMUA NIE
SESUNGGUHNYA AKU TAHU INI SEMUA DUGAAN
MAKA KAU TABAHKANLAH HATIKU
SESUNGGUHNYA AKU TAK KUAT UNTUK HADAPI SEMUA NIE
HANYA KAW YA ALLAH YANG MAHA BERKUASA
MAKA BERIKANLAH AQ KEKUATAN YA ALLAH
KAW BUATLAH AQ LUPA PADA DIA SEPERTI MANA DIA
TELAH MELUPAI AKU YA ALLAH...

AMIN YA RABBAL ALAMIN....

                                                                   ok..x sesuaikan untuk die...
                                                                                                                                            
                                                                                                                                                           bye.

aq kecewe...dan dikecewekan..

 haha...tajuk x bole bla an...tp itula yg aq rase skang nieyh...
korang pena x rse dipermainkan...
---->oh yes..thats what im going thru...haaa...
sgt best...mcm2 rase ade..


rase sedih...rase nk nangih...rase kecewe,,..teluke...dilukai..parah..
masuk wad ICU..but u cannot see me...gosh..mcm2 prasaan yg menyakitkn aq rse skang nie..
sesungguhnye...aq x kuat nak hadapi semue nie...terlalu berat..
terutame hal lelaki nieyh..sbb aq perempuan...mstila berlawanan dgn aq lelaki...so itula yg menyebabkan aq rse tompoyak masam....

boys,if u just wanna play around...im not the one you can play with....i have feelin...
u cannot do this to me..
what i do

why u do this to me..
i never hurt u...
never make u angry..
never do something wrong
and why u wanna hurt me...

u said to me u like me
but the sametime u said u like the other girl..
then u said u like me more then that girl..
then u said u not like me...u like that girl
then u just leave me like nothing happen between us

i admit...we never had any relation...
if u just said u just wanna friend then why said u likes me
then now...
u act like u dont know me...
like never meet me
never see me

after u taken my heart.... gosh...

hard for me...so hard...i not though like u..

i am a girl...what can i do...im weak...
doesnt mean u can do this to me...

boys,
im hurting..
so badly...

every second,
im always looking at my fone..hoping
that your name in my messaging..
but...

im the one who waiting like crazy..
hoping something
that you never thought wanna do it..

im not asking something crazy
im just asking u to remember me..
same like me remembering you...
i just wanna u texting me
so i can no that u
always remember me...

but
behind that..

u never remember me...
you act like stranger...
im the one who topup u..
so i can texting and tell u
HOW MUCH I MISS U

but u...never appreciate me..

boys...

appreciate me...
im hurting..
hurting
so badly

im the one who become your victim...

the world is circle..
ALLAH MAHA BESAR
SUBAHANALLAH...
whats goes around comes around...
when it turns to you...u will fell the way i feel..
hurting;
crying
begging...
that something
u hope..
and..
it just

play around..

and because of you

i never believe boys

and i never believe with LOVE...

THANK YOU SO MUCH











ALIP.....

Happy New year..and SHEkolah

assalamualaikum...

fuhh...

first of all..,

i want 2 wish u alls happy new..

hoping this year much better than before..

4 me..,this year will be the big year for me..

cause..

cause

cause

haha...

i have to face my biggest examination...huhhh...

and this year will be the last year im going to school
is'nt that sad??

yeahh 4 me that is really sad..cause im been at the school ..and been at the ixora class since i was form 1...

its really a long time to remember....

i meet a lots of frens..

and a lot of not a lot sangat trouble---->almaklumla budak tengah nak dewase...heheh..

and this year will be the last for to be call a school student..

but whats more important is...

i have to study hard this year to prepare my mental,fizikal.and physcology

to face this SPM examination...

people,

this day is the last day my holidays...

which mean,tomorrow...i've started go to school like usually...

hopefully it will be ok { with ALLAH permission} insyaallah

because tomorrow is school..

today i have prepare my school stuf..

such as...

1) gosok....jgn x gosok...my school uniform

hahahahahah...nie mse bru je beli...nmpk tuh kedut seribu bajunya...

dengan price tag melekat kat tudung....

try and error

hahahahhaha..

2)prepare my bag...ooohhyeeahhh i love my bag..wanna see..
    checkitdout--------->

hai beg...i love u...hehehehehhehehehe

alkishanye beg nieyh tggl 2 je...satu itam(mine)ngn merah......ade lg satu kale coklat

tp, da ade org angkat..

akak kedai tuh kate beg nieyh cepat jalan..

so aq un ape ag..kasi jalan ini beg..heheheh

3) kasut....alat tulis sudah selamat di kemas kini...huhhh...


hmm...korang semue tolongla doakan eh for me...

last but not least..

HAPPY NEW YEAR....

YEEEEEHAAAAAAA........